one big loop

Alone, it gives you time to think. To find your actual self. To build yourself up. To see the world on your view. Right now, I am lost. 

Been really busy these few days! Had a great time catching up with the lads. All they could talk about was National Service. Can't really blame e'm! 

Made my mum & dad proud by spending my Saturday indoors. Such a rare sight I guess? Probably grab a few drinks with my mates & get my haircut done! Sometimes you just have to trust your mate for cutting your hair! *fingers crossed* Going for that "Pompadour hairstyle. Looks like a proper cut innit? Not too sure about the rockabilly look and all but fuck the rockers. ;)

Been reading this wonderful book called "Dajjal : The Anti-Christ" Which also means the False messiah. A really good book! Not strong in religion but it's good to know what's going to happen to this Illuminated world order ;)

UT was such a disaster. Utterly disappointed. Pissed with the time duration actually. Bloody fourty-five minutes. You can't finish in fourty-five minutes you twats. 

Birthdays! SO MANY BIRTHDAYS COMING UP! Damn son. HAPPY ADVANCE 18th BIRTHDAY TO MA LITTLE CLASSMATE AH JOY, Joyce. She is actually pretty cheeky when she's drunk. Scary that one. Speaking of birthdays, mine is coming up soon! doubt anyone would remember it because I tend to be confidential about it. -laffs- I rather be special everyday than just one day. So should everyone else. 

Hope to be driving on the road pretty soon! 1 more week! Pressure is on! Failing would be adding the pressure to the whole situation. 

It's matchday today! But the lads and myself decide to pull out because bloody hell, can't get any tickets at all! Bloody gloryhunters everywhere. Just because of one game, you think you're an avid fan of football. Well bollocks to you pal. I don't really like to talk about football because what happens at football stays at football. You would never understand. :)

Having a gig on the 7th of July. It's been like a month or two since I last played! It's good to be back on the stage. Making music was all I ever wanted! Putting life experiences into a song. Should be good innit? I don't really like talking about music with my classmates even though it's Sonic Arts because bloody hell there are LOTS of talented lads & lasses I know in class. Envy them a lot. It's a pity that I can't sing! Sucks to be me. 

Love? Well that side of me doesn't give a shit about it right now. If it happens, it happens. Stupid ideology innit. All I know is that I love everyone. SERIOUSLY EVERYONE. I DONT KNOW YOU BUT I LOVE YOU. HEHEHEHEHHEHEHEHE OK Immature. 

Another shit thing is that I don't have any clobbers left to wear. The most shitty feeling ever. I can't wear the same clothing twice. That's just fucked. Sorry I live my life on details. ;) ONLINE SHOPPING FTW. Well simply because Sg local doesn't bring in bigger sizes. =(

Well that's pretty much it for ranting about everything! Till next time,wankers. 

p.s Masturbation is good. -laffs- 

3 Birthdays

It's not easy! Juggling everything all up! Still finding the balance in time. 

Happy Birthday to my dearest classmate, Yvonne Grace Chua!

Happy Birthday to my dearest mate, Izmi!

last but not least Happy Birthday to my sista from another mother, Zoe! DONG SENG AHHHHHHH! 

I know you lads & lasses won't read this but I'm sorry for not being there to celebrate your wonderful birthdays! 

Till then chao sai motherfucks. 

P.s UT is tomorrow....where's ma notes at?

Daddy mummy brother sister uncle aunt cousin step that

I can't say things that I don't mean. Yes I am a fucked up son. Look who raised me? :)

"Dead"

Sometimes you have to leave the things that you love doing for a better purpose. It saddens me to leave it behind. 

Happy go lucky.

life through tinted lens. 

I WANT MORE. Simple as that innit. 

No one wants to see your scene crumbling down....so I'll say what the fack I wanna say. 

Last year 

"The fashion may change but the ideology remains the same."

"Where were you when we were getting high?" - Oasis

Short stories

2008 -2009?

Remember when you bailed me out and you asked me why am I doing all this?  Then I said you were running finding somewhere safe where the cunts kept running and having a go at us. Young fourteen & fifthteen year old lads afraid of what is happening at that time. Balls were left hanging high on our throats. Then I said let's have a good one and see what happens. Lost our mind didn't we. Remember when you said, what ever happens don't fall because you're done but fall because you know you're satisfied. Didn't knew what that meant though. Bruises, cuts everywhere. Sore we were. And we knew it was all because of what we wore. Fucking proud lads we were. The best part I don't remember this shit ever happened. 

"Don't leave because it's dying but leave at it's peak because you're done creating something small yet effective"

You're on your own.

What a summer it has been! 2 more weeks of vacation. Wisely spend it shall be. 

Roddy Moreno from "The Oppressed" back in 2011/12? I was definitely gone in this one. 

What I realize is that the truth does hurt. But come on! Go hard or go home! Always accept the fact that things won't go your way! Everyone is fighting for survival. Look at your fucking government! Look at your bloody media & look at your leaders! It's ripping us apart slowly and surely. I'm not being political but god have you eyes to see....use them. The reason why we're still here doing our thing is because we're aware of the situation that is happening, we're improvising and definitely improving. You can't be clueless everywhere you go. The world is changing and the fact that "they" say it's going to fine and 'they' would take good care of us is a whole lot of bullshit. That's the underground lads for ya. Making local gigs to showcase good quality local bands, different scenes, different background coming together having a bloody good time. We're not all about drinking, fighting, football, sex & violence. We know where we're coming from. "Don't judge it's book by it's cover" Even a guy who lives on the street with anarchy in his heart knows more than you. Saturday.....I just want to have fun. hehe Saturday Service.