I know we're not in good terms in the past, but I'm glad everything is working out for us. I pray everyday that you won't leave this world so early. Don't leave me hanging like this. To know that  you could leave us anytime  is a thought which I don't want to see. I don't give a shit about your money, but your health is wealth. I want you to see me grow up, I want you to see me graduate, I want to see me get married(hopefully) & I want you to carry my first child. Because I am still scared to be alone without your guidance and wisdom. Your teachings made me wiser and I'm still afraid. Hang in there, I'll always be by your side. I don't have the guts to say this infront of your face but I love you dad. Stay strong. You shall return to the almighty but not now please. =(

roots.

No matter if you're feeling lost, happy, confuse or even sad, never forget your roots. He'll guide you to a better path of life. 

Purity - note to self.

A little sense

Feeling so left out that you started pick a fight.

Feeling so smart that you start to humiliate people to break that A student  reputation. 

With so much anger and hatred that you started to go beyond your limits.

Feeling hurt countless times that you started to becoming heartless. 

Feeling one-upmanship from the rest that you started a whole new revolution  and left at it's peak because you feel everyone is becoming one, why should you? 

With so much passion in you that you decided to be a part of something so new yet so street-smart. Being part with the finest lads around. Quality people, Quality clobbers. 

With so much free time around you started wasting your life in nightclubs, pubs, football grounds so that you'll get a good ruck out of it. 

Feeling so lost that you finally found your identity. 

This is chapter one, lads. 

State of mind.

Never had the chance of bringing you to places that I thought you and I could discover and live in the moments. 

The feeling of hope? 

Yes I hope. 

Two worlds collide yet they're so happy. 

Risk it all or play it safe? 

"You listen to the devil while I make friends with him."

Crav

Cravings....Santa Maria!!

Sky is the limit as they would say.

Sometimes you just wanna look up at the skies and just chill the fuck out. 

So far so good?

Had a bloody good time last night. Get to spend time with my ponies and my lovely swedish babe. 

It's also time to get new clobbers!

'Good life' - Massimo tawfiq o axendre pierre.

Is it time to hang those shoes?

A shocking loss for us today. We thought we could have win it all. I always hate this feeling. The feeling of letting your team and yourself down. Sometimes I think, should I still play this sport? The feeling of hurt is always there. I don't want anymore further disappointments. Feeling terribly down. 

On the other side, I'm finally getting my fitness back on track. I won't say you'll see a slimmer me but hopefully a fitter me. The physical part is good enough to handle.....but the eating...bloody hell I can't control! 27th of July = RESULT DAY. We'll see. 

P.s Can't simply say no to a challenge. 

Omg You're so hip!

A t-shirt design I made a few years back. But still not in production yet. Would really love to wear this. This is how I feel about you tossers. Heh

Good or bad?

Saktis "the dark knight" Warren.  My Lad. Good times. 

They said I've changed ever since I stepped into another school. They said I'm not how I used to be back then. 2 years have gone & everyone are leaving just like that. They said I've lost my maturity. sigh pie honey american pie.

Could you be heartless?

When you develop hatred through the years, you'll become heartless. Just like the system.........

"Fuck the media, God gave you eyes but you're blind to see" - The bois

Ego

" Haters gonna hate, you're not the one who decides our fate" - The Ruffians

P.s This is bloody addictive. 

Hooligan

Why hooligan? Some might ask the same question. What's your definition of a hooligan? No it's not creating chaos on the street and acting all tough and shit. It's a struggle between himself and the streets.....the people...fucking wankers. Plus it's just a name. Stereotypers everywhere. Can't blame e'm. 

A dreSSer for all I know. You lot won't understand. 

It's a start.

It's a start of this blog. Thanks to my laaaavvv swedish meatballs Clara xoxo. 

life is empty just like in the photo. You don't know what to expect. Bloody hell I'm loving every bit :) 

Quote of the day - "Good things will happen if you wait"

p.s This are my personal thoughts. Any comments, suggestions can be said directly to me. cheers lovelies.