I know we're not in good terms in the past, but I'm glad everything is working out for us. I pray everyday that you won't leave this world so early. Don't leave me hanging like this. To know that  you could leave us anytime  is a thought which I don't want to see. I don't give a shit about your money, but your health is wealth. I want you to see me grow up, I want you to see me graduate, I want to see me get married(hopefully) & I want you to carry my first child. Because I am still scared to be alone without your guidance and wisdom. Your teachings made me wiser and I'm still afraid. Hang in there, I'll always be by your side. I don't have the guts to say this infront of your face but I love you dad. Stay strong. You shall return to the almighty but not now please. =(