"No eyes but who cares? I'm madly in love with you."

Have not been blogging that much because yes! I am busy in the real world. Life's been treating me fairly so far. 

"It's these feelings or emotions that you can't put into words. I rather show it."

Have yet to develop my recent films! Can't wait for the pictures!

"You make me so happy. It's this feeling in my heart that I can't explain."

Guess we'll meet again ey lads for ze house party perhaps? 

It's January 2014....nothing much really. The end of the year tour was bloody amazing. Really enjoyed myself. It's sad that i didn't get to spent my last moments with loved ones. What's the change for 2014? Still the same old same old...keeping fit -laffs- 

New year, new clobbers. Gotta be the finest lads around right? 

Eat. Sleep. Rave. Repeat

p.s looking at ya always brighten up my day. 

2013 is finally coming to an end. Faster than I expected! What have a achieved the past 1 year? Damn son. Well to be honest I can't wait to start 2014. Hopefully better times will come and make us all happy. 

So it's best making peace with the things you've done in 2013 before it actually ends! It's sad that I'm spending my new year out of the country away from my family and friends. 

I thought this 2 weeks of holidays is for us to have our deserving breaks....But bloody hell weeks are packed with full of events and activities. Got to finish up Sound Design's UT2 project...Why don't the school just give us protools....basket gotta go up and down just to edit tracks. Still, can't wait for that! 

" I hate leaving you and being away from you. Can't wait for what's to come in the future. Sometimes I just wanna star gaze with ya but sadly this is a shit country and people aren't allowed to express themselves."  

Every moment spent with you....it's like I'm falling in love again. 

"When the daylight comes, I would have to go but tonight I want to hold you so close" - Maroon 5

Probably the band's new logo. Can't wait for the Indonesian tour later in December! 

October has been great so far. Still adapting to the classes and modules. It really sucks knowing you're not with your classmates anymore. Everyday is meeting new lads & lasses which I am ok with but it's not the same. Nothing last forever innit? I am loving my Fridays now. Hehe met a few great people whom I would love to get to know more about! Well it's only the first week....anything could happen. It's the lovely weekend and I spent it watching 4 seasons of Friends on me bed. It's getting a little bit addictive I'll say. I really need to have a couple of pints with the lads though. Everyone is so busy with National Slavery, work & school. I feel like I am slacking most of the time. It also sucks knowing that I won't be able to play for "POLITE" this year...what a disappointment. Oh well shit happens. 

Never equalled

Guess I'll make this a photo-blog! A picture tells a thousand words innit? 

Don't you cry tonight!

"That emptiness you find on the streets is the same as emptiness in my heart."

"My little China men"

"Little skin" 

A little depth of field

God knows how much I miss this lad, Jai! Hardest bloke I've met. Sadly he's busy serving National Slavery. 

Daylight

Darkest night of all. We're only lost fourteen year olds. Epic moment innit. 

 " We knew this day would come, we knew it all along. How did it, come so fast?"

Memo...ries

I miss BBQ. School's out and I really want to enjoy myself this long holiday. Wrote a bucket list! 

some memories of 2012 in Film. Would love to get Canon's film rangefinder camera, anyone has offers?

roots

Those younger days with me mate. Have a laugh ey. 

Life is pretty good. Went to Ignite's first day event! Enjoyed it :) It's a gig for godsake. Enjoy the best out of it. Fuck the security to be honest. You don't expect the crowd to sit down and chill.....

After that, went straight to Music Festival at Substation. The Bois played their usual wicked set. It's been awhile since I've last seen them played.

It's a bloody Saturday! Can't expect to be home all day innit? 

Beautiful - Syafiq Hassim

Oh my god. Look what I found! This was way back I think like two years ago? An original song. Loving me mate's voice. Those endless recording sessions, epic.

Political movement oh so very interesting.

There's a part of me who really wants to get back to the old days where things are just simply fun. Fun is good! No doubt about it but then again, you're putting someone's kid into danger. Who bares to see their love ones suffering? If you don't believe in Karma then you should re-consider. 

Always trying to get away from Class politics but I just can't. Always in need of something to say. Be it positive or negative comments. 

When someone sent you a pathetic audio note saying "Mary had a little lamb...knocks..laughs." That's not even scary mate, that's bloody stupid. You're not a seventeen year old lad who had late puberty, you're a bloody twenty year old. Sides of split personality? Can't be. Saying "14 August, everything would change"....no plot..no change mate...I don't see any. You can be weird all you want but what pisses me off is that you're acting all childish. Wise up, that's all I'm saying. But who am I to judge? That's your life, your problem. I'm just sharing because this is really interesting. Talking it out face to face always settles it.  

Sometimes I wonder does this considered as gossiping? Does this makes me a two faced bastard? Don't take me wrong, I am just expressing my thoughts into this blog, that's all. There's a burning sky overhead....and I just can't stop loving the show but I can't get involve because I always go over-board and won't know when to stop. 

Let me tell you a story. Once upon a time, in shitty country, a young lad was busy doing his daily work in his classroom. His mates were all busy chatting and playing around with lad named Ali. Ali said a few stupid comments which was so irrelevant that this young lad got up and literally beat the shit out of Ali. Hatred & pain took over that lad, kept on punching and kicking Ali in the head. It took about 4 of his mates to pin the young lad down because he went berserk. Get the point? I don't know who that fine lad is but damn what a cunt innit?

Oh god that is why I love Class politics. 

P.s as much as I want to care, I really don't.